Audi, stop torturing yourself. It doesn’t worth your time, it only makes you hurt. You’ve learned your lessons, significant ones. Remember how hard it is for you to walk out, don’t make it goes to waste. Be bold with the decision you’ve made, it’s the best you could ever take for yourself. Find people who value commitment, you can’t change anyone and should never try to.

Breathe in, let yourself heal. Don’t listen to the demons in your head, they crave unnecessary infatuation. Learn to respect yourself, learn to draw your boundaries, learn to love yourself. Don’t let anyone’s actions control your emotions ever again.

Let them pass, let them go. Sleep it off, cry it out. Keep your sanity intact, treat yourself better. You’re a strong independent woman. You have always been, and still always will be. You will brave this storm just fine, and the storm will pass. Good days will come, things will get better. You’ll find new things, and you’ll be whole again.

Look at your dreams, your forgotten ambition. Your passion, things you love. Those who would love to see you smile.

Be patient. Be quiet. Breathe.

You might not expect this from me though

There is always ugly part alongside things that I love and believe in. Like oppressive people in the name of Islam who go around telling women how to dress when rape issues ensue. That, my dear, instead of educating men on how to take care of their easily aroused dicks. Those people exist and there are plenty of them. Same goes to overreacting kpop fans whose behavior only make kpop appear disgusting while the actual talents are presenting great music. Why can’t I love and believe things peacefully without imbeciles making the whole thing be ugly.

Edit: taking out the curse word because it wasn’t necessary. My contemplation had been delivered well with the whole paragraph alone. I’m gonna try to curse less. I guess being savage can be done without involving harsh talk~