Can’t believe at this age I still struggle badly in dealing with period days.
Siklus haidku termasuk yang pendek, dan setiap kali haid, gosh, dunia rasanya susah banget dihadapi. Kayak misal lu udah ke kampus dan ternyata dosen ga dateng, ga ada kelas. In normal days I would be very glad to hear that, but on period?
“DIH KENAPA SIH BATALIN KELAS GAK NGABARIN AJA DARI HARI SEBELUMNYA, KAN UDAH SUSAH SUSAH KE KAMPUS ENAKAN JUGA BOBOAN SEKARANG UDAH TAU SAKIT LAGI HAID AH KESEL.”
And there will always be so much drama. Whatever people say, I get literally mad at them. Even when they don’t speak a single word, I still always manage to point out any flaws possible. I get mad inside my head. At pretty much everything. All the time.
But period works in cycle. It doesn’t last forever. It stops and comes again next month. And the rest of the month I become normal. Like other people. I wonder how did my close circle managed to deal with my period anxiety all these time. So grateful to have them stay.
—- finally a new post after abandoning this blog for months, and yet it’s about period, how useless.